WISDOM IN WORDS

A journey of a man regaining his life

A childs peace

 

Today what a day already ..

I am thankful I am

me

As my mind wonders

worries build

anxiety follows my every move

so I pray

To JAH above

I ask

for wisdom

I pray for peace

peace

?

In my heart

I don’t want

to feel hate

I need to

live with-in

the boundaries

of love loyalty

and peace..

yes peace

an inner

peace

that children

keep locked in

love

needs to surround my

every thought

and

every time

i see

my lil

girl smile

I am

in peace

and my love chases her

and my loyalty to JAH

is why

I have that peace

a childs peace

 

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November 18, 2011 Posted by | about me, poem | , , , , , | Comments Off on A childs peace

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What Is weird in the pen I was never alone so you would think that when I was released I would love alone time. I can say I do not.. I like it for a short time but then I start getting nervous. Cara and I have our house and she takes the little one to her grand parents house and hangs out there . I stay here sometimes and enjoy my me time but after a while I need them. I crave their company. Is that right. I think not. Prison has damaged my soul in ways that seem odd .. 
I hate being alone for longer then an hour . I mean as long as they are somewhere in the house I am good but when they are gone for longer then an hour I start to get anxiety .. I can last a little longer when puppy is with me .. But I get to missing my girls company...
When I think about my friends in prison the one’s that been there for a while and what they are going to have to deal with when they get out my heart feels for them. I know what I went through and I was only there for almost 4 years. Well I had got out in 09 for 2 months and came right back. Part of the reason I went back was because I was broke so I hustled and BAM that didn’t work out to well.
I used to get high to fix my lows now I go to the clinic . That helps . I can’t expect you to understand that so I won’t even make an effort.. 
I used to want to be famous and be surrounded by people all the time . To keep it perfectly honest with my readers , that is why I sold drugs to be the man .  Sadly it happened and as fast as people dialed my number when I had something for them, they forgot my name when I was a my worst..
You must be thinking DJ where are you gong with this.. As I write I realised that prison did not make me scared to be alone, that wasn’t the reason I crave the company of my girls. It is deeper than that. 
I know this I don’t have to work to get the attention of my girls they love being around me as much as I love them.. 
I read lots of blogs and I see lots of whining mixed with some terrific works of art. I hate pity .. I do not want yours and I will not give any out as well..
I came from the bottom. Now I have a wife and her child loves me and I love her.  So do something with yourself .. To do this do not give the negative vibes props .. Turn it over to JAH ( GOD , THE FATHER OF JESUS ) .. But have faith! When you whine and complain and just give them negative vibes credit you lost before you started..
When you are lonely and you keep thinking you will always be this way than you will.. Meditation is more than mmmmmmmm with your arms folded . Think about what you want in a positive way and it will happen if you think negative it will happen as well ( negative vibes will win ) 
So me freaking out when I am alone can easily be fixed by thinking positive about the situation and not just sit there but do something with substance..
For more long-term negative things you want to change .. Go into dee thought about it being positive . Example you are wanting a gf/bf think about being with someone like you are with someone  or if you want a job convince your self you will have one . That does not mean tempt JAH by talking about it that will cost you ..
  NOW STOP WITH YOUR PITY PARTY IF YOU DON’T MAKE AN EFFORT YOU WILL BE ALONE JAH HELPS HOSE WHO HELP THEM SELVES NOT THE ONES THAT EXPECT HIM TO DO IT ALL FOR THEM..
YA DIG!!!!! 

November 3, 2011 Posted by | love | , , , , , | Comments Off on

And HE said THE KINGDOM IS WITH-IN

“The kingdom is within us….”
Some have a misconception of the Kingdom of JAH..
It lies within Yeshua said this himself.. It is a state of mind that comes from one action one emotion
and that is
LOVE ….
The ten commandments can be accomplished by just showing love to all that come your way.. That is right the path to the kingdom o JAH is that simple.
The kingdom is not here or there it lies within..
Don’t get me wrong Jesus ( Yeshua ) will set up his kingdom on earth one day.. The new earth.. but the kingdom he teaches about is at hand lies with-in.
It is your higher self..
You know the feeling when you feel the love of a child, the feeling you get when your husband/wife is made happy by your actions
Just imagine that feeling al the time.. I can say I dwell more in my higher self than I do in my neutral or lower self . I do not expect everyone to understand this cause not everyone is meant to. There is a balance, and sadly some are meant not to understand ..
That is a whole nother lesson.
You that understand practice TRUE LOVE and you will have the kingdom than when you acquire it you will then know it is more than a feeling
IT IS A STATE OF MIND AND THAT IS THE KINGDOM JESUS SPOKE ABOUT…

November 2, 2011 Posted by | about me, love | , , , , , , | Comments Off on And HE said THE KINGDOM IS WITH-IN

Proverb by me

In life we all make mistakes we all fall .. But it’s not only tho very important how many times we rise but it is  how we rise.. Do you rise by being productive or do you rise by deceit.. OO foolish one who rises by deceit do you not know that we pay for our sins here on earth.. Can you look at your self in the mirror rising in a shameful way.. As many as you drag down ten fold will you be drug down..

JAH smiles not upon the wicked. But loves the meek.. Swallow your pride and be who JAH made you .. Or be a fool .. That’s on you

JUST SAYING 

November 1, 2011 Posted by | about me, poem, RASTA | Comments Off on Proverb by me

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